Chapter 763: A Heartfall

Jingwen replied to the message. 。"Just saw your message, already agreed to Chu Yang's, and started planning the one I can't push off " 。I'm okay, although I get back home very late every day, the wo..."Wenwen, your world view is not wrong..."

Qiao Shunchen felt more and more sorry for Qin Jingwen, knowing that this wasn't Qin Jingwen's fault at all.

He wanted to comfort Qin Jingwen, but Qin Jingwen was lost in her own world and couldn't hear him. 。"Their love, I'll pay for it." 。You are so wrong about my feelings for Qiao Shunchen, I just don't understand. I really don't understand where I went wrong. 。"

'Warm warm……'

Qiao Shunchen tried to interrupt once, but Qin Jingwen had already gone too far " 。"My mistake is that I shouldn't have appeared in your lives, my mistake is that I shouldn't have stood before you, my mistake is that I should never have been born." 。" B city, gave birth to me and raised me but can't accommodate me 。You can't tolerate me, Chu Yang can't tolerate me, can I still stay there 。Now I feel that even if I go to another country, ten thousand eight hundred miles away from you, it will affect your happiness. 。" Is it only when I die that all of you can be happy " 。"Am I a mistake for even being alive Am I…"

Qin Jingwen's tears flowed freely, she couldn't speak anymore. Her emotions were out of control, desperately seeking a hug, to cry her heart out, to release all the grievances and burdens forced upon her. 。But the man beside her was Qiao Shunchen, he no longer belonged to her, and that embrace could not hold her. 。Qin Jingwen could only lie on her own knees, covering her face with her arms, and sob quietly. 。 Jo Shuncheng was heartbroken. No matter whether Qin Jingwen agreed or not, no matter if she would refuse, he directly hugged Qin Jingwen in his arms. 。At this moment, all he wants to do is give her warmth, and let her release the overwhelming sense of injustice she's holding inside. 。"Winn, even if the whole world can't accept you, I will never give up on you." 。No matter how you look at me, no matter how much you hate me, you are still my happiness. 。

Without you, the whole world means nothing to me.

Joe Shunchen only promised this one sentence, he was afraid that if he said too much, Qin Jingwen would flee from his embrace and leave with wounds all over her body. 。Qin Jingwen didn't respond. She remained in her original position, motionless and silent, not returning Qiao Shunchen's embrace. 。She just wanted to vent some of her feelings because she is a woman, and her heart is also small. When things happen, she feels helpless and heartbroken. 。Even so, she had to bear it alone and didn't dare to entrust too much of her emotions to others. 。If she accidentally became the reason for someone else's breakup, she would really collapse. 。Chu Yang called, and I told him about the situation. 。But as soon as he hung up the phone, he regretted it. 。At this moment, he felt that he was not letting Qin Jingwen down, but doing something very stupid. 。For his child and for his own love, he chose a path of ruin, hurting Qin Jingwen. 。As Xue Yao said, this matter has nothing to do with Qin Jingwen. Why should she bear the consequences 。It was Chu Yang who did the wrong thing, why use Qin Jingwen to clear his own name 。Qin Jingwen has already been hurt by him. If it wasn't for his misjudgment, if it wasn't for his pushing her down, Qin Jingwen wouldn't be in such a terrible situation now. 。He hurt Qin Jingwen once, causing her life to face hardship. 。He regretted it, he blamed himself and even hated himself. 。But why, then, did he inflict this vile harm upon Qin Jingwen 。Chu Yang was at home, distressed, pulling at his hair, not knowing what to do, wondering how Qin Jingwen was doing now. 。If Xueyao knew about him, would she be even more disappointed 。Chu Yang had been feeling uneasy and was too embarrassed to call Qin Jingwen, so he could only call Qiao Shunchen. 。However, the one who answered the phone was not Joe Shunchen, but Half Moon. 。"Uncle, my dad and mom have both gone out. Dad didn't bring his phone, so if something happens, you call Mom." 。For half a month, I don't know what happened. I just answered truthfully. 。"Mom wasn't on a business trip She's back Is she with Dad"Chu Yang asked in confusion, if they were together, then Qiao Shunchen must have heard what he just said. 。"Mommy didn't go back, Daddy brought me and my brother to C city to see Mommy." 。" The half moon solved Chu Yang's doubts. 。"Oh, well alright then, Uncle. I'll call your mom." 。Chu Yang was about to hang up the phone when Mo's voice came over again after half a month. 。"Uncle, Mom was very happy at first, but for some reason she suddenly became unhappy. 。I think maybe it's something your father said that was wrong, or there might be a problem with her collaboration with you. 。In short, mom left in a bad mood. 。"Uncle, please persuade Mom..." 。Please don't make her angry, please let her forgive Dad. 。" Half Moon said that, it was a sudden thought. " 。Uncle Chu is a friend of Mom and Dad. As long as he helps persuade Mom, the relationship between Dad and Mom can be eased. 。"Well... okay, uncle will definitely try his best to help" 。

Uncle Ban Yue hung up the phone first, let's chat when you come back.

Chu Yang quickly hung up the phone. After hearing Ban Yue's words, his heart was even more remorseful and stormy. 。From her half-moon shaped words, he knew that Qin Jingwen was very happy before his phone call. It was precisely because of his phone call that Qin Jingwen's mood plummeted. 。I didn't want to hurt Qin Jingwen, but he still didn't do it. He still betrayed Qin Jingwen's trust in him. 。He even felt that his phone call had turned him into a real jerk. 。Qin Jingwen cried enough by the sea and immediately became strong. Qiao Shunchen hugged her, she didn't refuse, but she didn't respond either. 。Wiping away her tears, she put on a nonchalant expression and then looked at Qiao Shunchen with swollen red eyes. 。"I'm fine, thank you for your concern" 。It's getting dark, I should head home. You should go back and take care of the children too. 。" Qin Jingwen finished her words as she pleased, and decisively turned away. 。"It's getting dark and I don't feel comfortable leaving you alone, I'll walk you back." 。 Qiao Shunchen could see that Qin Jingwen was putting on a brave face, her "it's fine" also worried him. 。“No need, I've already caused you trouble.” 。Let me walk my own path, and you walk yours. We're not on the same road anymore. 。Qin Jingwen refused, and also made a summary of the two days of getting along. 。She strode away, while Qiao Shunchen remained in place behind her, his gaze fixed on her retreating figure. 。How innocent and helpless she was, how wronged and heartbroken she was. 。Thinking of her words, it was Qiao Shunchen's heart that ached. 。He still has no standard to measure how much harm he has inflicted on Qin Jingwen. 。Every time I see Qin Jingwen silently leave, every time I hear her words of grievance, every time I see the hurt in her eyes 。Each time, there is no repetition of reasons, and no same place of injury. 。He didn't even know how many times he had hurt Qin Jingwen, he only knew that every time she was heartbroken and wronged, he saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart. 。Qin Jingwen's mood was still depressed, because of Chu Yang's phone call and because of Qiao Shunchen's unwarranted concern. 。Although she understands Chu Yang's true feelings for Xue Yao, losing two friends at once is definitely hard for her to accept. 。She returned to school dejectedly. As soon as she reached the school gate, Chikawa called out to her from behind. 。“Officer Qin” 。“ Qin Jing turned back gently. 。"Lao Chi, how did you get here"Her mood was bad, her heart weighed down. Seeing Chi Chuan was just a surprise and couldn't improve her mood at all. 。"I'm leaving tomorrow, just came to say hi and ended up running into you here." 。Chi Chuan's mood was still good. He had planned to call Qin Jingwen again after arriving at school, but unexpectedly saw her figure. 。 "Oh, I'm going back tomorrow ah" 。"Have you had dinner Want to go out for dinner together"This time was just dinner time, Qin Jingwen didn't have much of an appetite, but at this moment she wanted to find someone to have a drink with, wanting to release herself 。"Haven't eaten yet, let's eat together." 。Chi Chuan came over just to have dinner with Qin Jingwen, but before he could even speak, Qin Jingwen brought it up first. 。The two of them found a Sichuan restaurant near the school. 。Why go to a Sichuan restaurant It's because Qin Jingwen's mood right now is not only suitable for drinking, but also for eating something spicy to numb herself. 。 "It looks pretty spicy, can you handle it" Chi looked at the dishes on the table, all looking fiery and spicy. He worriedly asked Qin Jingwen, 。Qin Jingwen wanted the most spicy effect possible, she just ignored Chi Chuan's appetite and preferences. 。Before Chi Chuan could speak, he confidently lifted the corner of his mouth and instead of answering directly, asked Qin Jingwen a question. 。"Do you know why I'm called Chi Chuan" 。“ Qin Jingwen's reply was listless and absentminded. 。"My dad's last name is Chi, so my last name is Chi too." 。This Sichuanese dialect, it's all because of my mom. 。My mom is from Sichuan, so my name has the character "chuan" in it. This can also be considered a combination of my parents. 。My mom is from Sichuan, so I'm half Sichuanese. Can you tell me if I can eat spicy food 。"Chi Chuan gave a detailed explanation, just wanting to tell Qin Jingwen that even if she couldn't handle the spiciness, he could enjoy it as easily as a fish in water. 。"That's just perfect, we picked the right place today" 。Qin Jingwen was now without any worries. Since Chi Chuan could eat spicy food, she didn't have to worry anymore. 。Come, let's have a drink. 。Qin Jingwen poured wine for Chi Chuan while she spoke. 。 Chí Chuān saw the situation and quickly took the wine bottle. 。"Let me pour the wine." 。 Chikawa had long noticed that Qin Jingwen's emotions were off, but he just hadn't said anything about it. 。I just wanted to come over and have a quiet meal. I didn't intend to drink any alcohol. 。But since Qin Jingwen wanted to drink, he could still accompany her. 。After taking a sip, Qin Jingwen began to eat the dishes without saying much. 。But Chi Chuan looked at Qin Jing's restrained appearance and felt very uncomfortable. 。 “Have you encountered something” Chichuan wasn't a nosy person and would never pry into other people’s affairs or thoughts. 。But seeing Qin Jingwen's pained expression, he couldn't bear it. 。If she had spoken up sooner, he could have asked her sooner, and her mood would have brightened earlier. 。Qin Jingwen first chuckled at herself, then took a sip of wine before responding to Zhi Chuan. 。"I thought I was doing a good job of hiding it, worthy of being a police officer, eyes can see what others can't. " 。"I said, don't be bothered. " 。Qin Jingwen was really afraid that her own mess would bother Chi Chuan, so she reminded him in advance. 。"A friend of mine... well... it's a long story, I'll just cut to the chase..." 。" You must have misheard." 。" Xue Yao faced Tang Dani's questioning, becoming even more nervous. She was so afraid that she even put her phone away. 。This made Tang Danni even more curious. 。"Xue Ya...