Chapter 1253: My Life Wasn't in This World After All

Qin Jingwen realized something was wrong, she just wanted to retract her hand, but Qiao Shunchen grabbed it back, making it impossible for her to pull away. 。Feeling the solid and warm hands, Qin Jin...Qin Jingwen didn't know what Qiao Shunchen was thinking, but in her eyes, the moment Su Qin returned to the company, everything that had happened before was erased by Qiao Shunchen, including the harm she had suffered. 。"Are you blaming me" Joe Shunchen asked coldly. 。He knew Su Qin wasn't a good person, but compared to Qin Jingwen, Su Qin was too insignificant. 。"No, how could it be" 。"The other day you said that the past was the real you. " 。So I understand that this time we spent together, you were unwillingly deviated from the track. 。Now that you and Li Mo are rekindling your old flame, and bringing Su Qin back into the picture, it's because you want to return to your past self, find yourself again. In this situation, how could I blame you 。" Qin Jingwen finished speaking and got out of bed. The oxygen in this bedroom had already been sucked dry by Qiao Shunchen. 。If we continue to stay here, we might get carbon monoxide poisoning. 。She now realized she shouldn't have come back, because in Qiao Shunchen's eyes this was no longer her home. 。For her breathing to be smooth and to not cause trouble for others, she had to leave immediately. 。But before she left there were a few things she had to say. 。“I talked to my kids today about us separating, and they seem to be accepting it pretty well. They’re not making a fuss this time.” 。"There's still something to do with Jing Yi, it's a bother for you, but Jing Yi has given up, so I won't trouble you anymore. 。As she said this, Qin Jingwen had already walked to Qiao Shunchen's side. 。As she said this, Qin Jingwen had already given up hope without any expectation. 。You decided to find your original self, and you started doing so. 。But it turns out you didn't have me in your life, so you need to find yourself, and I also have to step back. 。When do you have time, let's get the divorce paperwork done, I want to disappear soon, and you can find yourself again. 。Qin Jingwen couldn't have imagined that she would say such things tonight. It was supposed to be a normal, ordinary day, but Qiao Shunchen forced her to bring it all to an end. 。What he wanted to do, she Qin Jingwen couldn't interfere. But his past, she didn't want to be involved in and didn't want to suffer with him because of his past again. 。

It's best that they go their separate ways.

Qin Jingwen finished speaking and walked directly towards the door. Just as she reached out to open it, Qiao Shunchen spoke up. 。Divorce is possible, but the children can't be given to you. 。Without a word of retention, Qiao Shunchen spoke easily about the children's matters instead. 。From Qiao Shunchen's ease, Qin Jingwen heard a sense of relief. Leaving was a very easy and happy thing in Qiao Shunchen's eyes. 。"My child has to be with me, I can't let my child go through what Song Yiren did." 。Qin Jingwen suddenly became excited, the previous restraint and calmness were gone. 。She could bear with anything else, enduring inner wounds and even the urge to vomit, she wouldn't say a word. 。But the children are her bottom line, on this issue she can't stand it. 。Then don't even think about divorce 。“Seeing Qin Jingwen’s agitation, Qiao Shunchen became even more pleased.” 。He tossed out that phrase and walked straight to the bed, collapsing onto it. 。Children are important to Qin Jingwen, and equally important to him. 。If the child were taken by Qin Jingwen, she would have the best weapon to hold him hostage. 。No matter what, Qiao Shunchen must keep the child. 。As for what Qin Jingwen was worried about, it will never happen in this lifetime. There is no one else in the world who has the guts to harm his child. 。"You..." Qin Jingwen wanted to continue arguing, to further express her stance, but at this moment Qiao Shunchen had already turned away, leaving her with his cold back. 。Qin Jingwen didn't continue to argue, but opened the door and left. 。She didn't even change out of her pajamas, just grabbed her car keys and left from the living room on the first floor. 。She found a problem, now Jo Shunchen is not only domineering but also unreasonable, it's impossible to reason with him. 。 Not getting divorced, huh You could do that too. 。At the very least, you should be able to provide a child with a complete home. As for what Li Mo desires, Qiao Shunchen, you'd better figure out how to give it to her yourself. 。Qin Jingwen drove back to her home near the university and as soon as she opened the door, she saw Qin Jingyi was at home. 。On the sofa in the living room, Qin Jingyi was sitting and staring at the television. 。 。"Sister, how did you come back"She quickly got up and walked to the door, only then noticing that her sister was only wearing pajamas. 。"How did you come back like this Did you have a fight" Qin Jingyi didn't even need to think about it, she guessed it was because of a fight. 。"Hmm " 。Qin Jingwen didn't expect Qin Jinyi to be home. Standing before her sister like this, lying would seem unwise. 。"Was it because of my things that you argued" 。Sis, tell Qiao Ge that I'm not going anymore. I'll continue studying in China and won't go abroad. 。As for the reason they were arguing, Qin Jingyi's first thought was her trip abroad. 。She didn't think things through to a deeper level, she just thought that even Qiao Ge couldn't solve the problem. 。"Jing Yi, come sit here. " 。“ Qin Jingwen didn't respond immediately, but instead called Qin Jingyi to sit beside her on the sofa. 。"Jingyi, your brother Qiao did his best for this matter. Let's just give up." 。Qin Jingwen wasn't a liar, but to lessen the stimulation to Qin Jingyi, she could only lie. 。In fact, Qin Jing Wenxin knew very well that Qiao Shunchen hadn't helped at all. He didn't take Qin Jingyi's matter seriously at all. 。"Well, I give up, I give up" 。I'm not going abroad anymore, don't argue with my brother Qiao, and don't make things difficult for him. 。While she agreed readily with her words, and had mentally prepared herself for this outcome, Qin Jingyi still heard the sound of her heart breaking, and felt the agonizing pain of despair. 。"I'm sorry, Jingyi. I didn't do a good job with this. I wasn't able to help you solve the problem." 。Qin Jingwen was filled with guilt, she never imagined that she would let her beloved younger sister experience something so unfair. 。"Sis, you can't say that like this" 。I'm not blaming you, so you shouldn't feel guilty. 。We are a family, there should not be such thoughts. 。"If you say it that way, it would put a burden on me and make me feel like a burden. 。"

Qin Jingyi's voice was strained, doing her best to control her emotions and hold back her tears 。At this moment, she truly wanted to cry her heart out. But if she cried in front of her older sister, her sister would feel even more guilty. 。At this time, she should be strong, this time she can't worry her sister anymore. 。Okay, sis, I won't say 。"Qin Jingwen hid her guilt, not wanting Qin Jingyi to feel burdened. 。But hidden away, her heart grew heavier. 。I've said it more than once, and I've even promised Mom and Dad that I'll take good care of my little sister. 。But now her helplessness has wronged her younger sister, making her bear what she shouldn't have to. 。"Sis, it's getting late. I'm going to sleep." 。Get some rest early, and you'll be back tomorrow morning to take care of your child. 。After Qin Jingyi finished speaking, she hurriedly dashed up the stairs. The reason for her haste was that her tears were threatening to spill over. 。The moment she closed the bedroom door, Qin Jingyi covered her mouth and wept. All her grievances, unwillingness, all her hard work and effort flowed down with her tears. 。She just wants to live a good life, wanting to become excellent through her own efforts, and also to reduce the burden on her family and do something for them. 。But her such a small wish was actually thwarted, she was given such a huge shock. 。Since her parents left, her older sister and aunt have always protected her very well. This is her first time experiencing such a blow. 。This blow came out of nowhere, the kind that's fatal. 。From the start to now she's been holding on, until her sister said to give up she really couldn't hold on any longer. 。Qin Jingwen stood at the door of Qin Jingyi's bedroom, hearing her sister's muffled sobs, but she did not go in to comfort her. 。At this time, all she could do was sit quietly outside the door and accompany her crying. All she could do was give her enough space to allow herself to gradually let go on her own. 。The next day, Qin Jingyi didn't eat breakfast, and she went to school without waiting for her elder sister to wake up. 。After crying her heart out last night and deciding to give up completely, she became even more depressed. 。He keeps his focus solely on learning, never speaking a word. But there's one phone call he absolutely has to make. 。Around nine o'clock, Qin Jingyi made this phone call. 。"Joe Big Brother, yesterday evening sister went home, today morning should go back. 。“Seeing my older sister come back in her pajamas, I knew you guys must have had a fight. And I know it's because of me.” 。"Brother Qiao, that's all there is to my matter. I won't trouble everyone anymore, and I won't go abroad either. " 。You and your sister shouldn't fight because of my things. 。"

Without hearing a response from across the way, Qin Jingyi blurted out everything she wanted to say.

" 。 Qiao Shunchen wasn't ignoring her, he just didn't know how to redefine Qin Jingyi's existence after learning about her and Qin Jingwen's identities. He didn't know how to communicate with her. 。Finally, he uttered Qin Jingyi's name, but it felt so stiff and foreign. He didn't know what to say next. 。"Joe, my sister hasn't been able to eat or sleep since this happened. She's neglecting her work and running around trying to find a solution for me all day." 。She's worried that I won't be able to sleep all night and that in just a few days, I'll have lost weight. 。I feel sorry for her, and I hope you'll feel sorry for her too, and understand her more. 。Yesterday she came back in her pajamas... Joe, really, I... Even if she was wrong, I don't understand. How could you let her run out like that so late 。When it comes to this, Qin Jingyi's meaning is already very clear. She complains that Qiao Shunchen did not take good care of her sister even though she knows the two people are arguing because of her situation. 。"Joe gege, you guys fought because of me. If you have any grievances, just confront me directly. Don't hurt my sister." 。She's exhausted, working herself to the bone for me, for this home, and to pay off the debt our parents owe. 。I entrusted her to you because I believed you could give her happiness and stability. 。I believe you can end her life of hardship and suffering. 。"But I never expected that she would also have a day when she ran out wearing pajamas." 。I didn't expect you to get tired of loving your sister so quickly. 。" Joge, if you have no confidence in your future, and if you'll still let my sister run out like this, then please give her back to us. 。“

Qin Jingyi’s tone became firm, and her attitude was very serious. 。This is why she had to make this call, she had to let Joe Shunchen know that her sister also had family protecting her, he couldn't bully her just because he wanted to. 。Even though the two people are arguing because of her, she absolutely cannot let her sister be treated this way, and she can't let Qiao Shunchen treat her sister so casually. 。After a pause, she also gave Qiao Shunchen a chance to speak, but all he could hear from his end was the sound of breathing. There was no sign of response. 。"Joe, no matter what happens with my situation, I still want to thank you " 。From now on, don't worry about me. Take good care of your sister. 。Goodbye, Joe! 。", finally erupting. 。"You're throwing a tantrum at me now What gives you the right That money is mine, can't I ask for it back Jonny, don't be so unreasonable. This is China, not some place where you...